oh well maybe b/c i've been watching the office nonstop all night
just like i did last night
but hey, at least i finished season 3
tomorrow night better watch out
season 4 here i come

 

 

 

p.s. jim and pam are my new seth and ana

he who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man

abbie and i went on a bike ride to the beach
round trip was about and hour and a half of biking
but it's okay b/c abbie screached regina spektor songs the entire way
and we saw wooley mammoths grazing
and, most importantly, made a new bond with jupiter florida
plus i felt acomplished after making it over the huge intercoastal bridge (twice)

today my butt hurts from that damn seat, but at least i made it to the ocean

I AM FINALLY FREE FROM THE RIVER HOUSE!



i'm really happy with myself that i can be strong enough to make changes in my life for benefit of myself and not stay depressed in some stupid job that was making me miserable because even though the pay was good it just wasnt worth my soul

i should probably put my guard up
make someone give a little effort now and then before diving in head first
i am the worst at putting myself out there
it always backfires

but then again so does doing nothing

i've got all these conflicting ideologies at war in my brain
being minimalistic and cleansing myself of the things i'm drowning in VS accepting myself and my belongings as extension of myself in my struggle for culture and a happy environment
being young and careless VS being a hopeless romantic

i want stability
but i want spontaneous uncertainty 
i want home
but i want movement

i want
but i don't want
i need
and then i'll always need

what the fuck is my heart doing in gainesville?

i swear to fucking god



what the fuck am i doing missing it?

is going to kill me with worry before the end of the summer

moving out of my dorm room was the happiest sad day of my life

This letter is to officially inform you of my resignation from The River House. I want to thank you for the opportunity you have given me in the eleven months that I have been here, but I don’t feel as though The River House, or the restaurant business for that matter, is an appropriate fit for me. I would appreciate being removed from the schedule as soon as possible and to not be scheduled for more than an additional two weeks from the current work week.

i just want you to know that saved the document as "SUCKMYDICKRIVERHOUSE" 

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